What's important.
It's hard keeping up with everything & also Sean asked me what type of art work do I do & I couldn't answer him. It got me thinking, for a short period of time, what is my style & what am I good at. What's my style, I asked myself, and I couldn't figure out what it was. I'm trying to be good at so many things that I forgot to ask myself or sit down & say, ok what are you good at? To be honest I don't know. I kind of just did whatever came natural, if I wanted to draw shoes then I'll do it. If I wanted to draw a person then I would do it. Nature, buildings, random stuff, if I felt like drawing it it would do it. But is that a good thing or is it hindering me from becoming a better artist. Also I'm taking two graphic design classes this semester & I'm kind of intimidated because I'm not that good at typography & my other class isn't looking too good either. I'm not worried about if I won't be able to get into the program because I will I just have to keep practicing my hardest. I just letting all this off my chest is helping my fall asleep, I'm in my bed typing this, I've dosed off twice.
Also since school started my activity has gone down. Which means less time running, I be lucky if I could get out two days out the week for a mile run. So much time is taking up my life it hurts. School, work,exercise, art, film, and the list goes on. I almost dosed off again, I'm tired. I want to become a better artist, I want to earn a degree, I want to stay fit/ healthy because I've come this far to give up, also keep my job. I might not proof read this until I wake up in the morning. But some how with God's help I can make it work, he'll show me what's real. For now, let me go to sleep.
